8 days in & I have to go quiet for awhile. I'm feeling like a hypocrite, how can I blog about doing things that make you happy, and growing as a person, and not letting negative people take control anymore, when last night, I found myself right back to 2 years ago, and it was … Continue reading Day 8: Hypocrite.
I spent a lot of money today - cha- ching! $$$ Nessacery purchase, bank account looks a bit sad. For nearly a year now, I have been driving my mum's car, and for nearly a year before that, I was driving a company car, so it's been about 2 years since I owned my own … Continue reading Day 7: Adventure Buddy!
The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. Today, I changed my patterns. I'm pretty predictable as a person. My friends know me as someone who will never let another person down, I help until I can't help anymore, and even then, I go past my own … Continue reading Day 6: Called it.
By pure coincidence (and mainly fatness) I ended up buying myself some donuts today, to then find out it is national donut day (in the US)..regardless of this only being a US national thing, it should be celebrated worldwide, & it made my donut eating a bit more guilt free. Today = Anxiety free day! … Continue reading Day 5: Happy National Donut Day!
A side effect of Cystic Fibrosis: You get so god damn hot. In the summer time, I feel like I want to rip my skin off just to get some relief - my excitement for today being the first day of Winter runs deeper than it being my favourite season, I feel like I can … Continue reading Day 4: First day of Winter.
Fact about me: My favourite animal is an Otter. When I see one, I can't contain my excitement that I drop to my knees & bury my face in my hands. What I loved today: I love Otters, and today is World Otter Day, so by default, it's a very good day. What I learned … Continue reading Day 3: Happy World Otter Day!
I left home and the sun wasn't awake yet, I came back home and the sun had already gone to sleep. There once was a time when I slept all day, where I didn't want to work or do much of anything. Those days are long gone. This morning I had an early start as … Continue reading Day 2: Early Mornings.
Apple Cider Vinegar sucks! Today's low points: This afternoon I had what is called a Diabetic 'high' or 'hyper' - I didn't realise I was having it, I just felt incredibly agitated & couldn't think straight, I've been feeling like this a lot lately. I took my bloods & they were quite high, so now … Continue reading Day 1: Shots!
In the last 3 weeks, I've had back to back disappointments in my life, but I think the most devastating of them all, was being diagnosed with CF-Related Diabetes...but in true Jess fashion, I don't ever act like anything is wrong, and I try & keep positive - this sometimes can be a negative thing too. … Continue reading Backstory, Update & Future Plans..
How are you supposed to feel, when someone in your life dies, but you didn't know them? Why do I have an overwhelming feeling of sadness? They didn't care, so why do I? I haven't blogged in awhile, I think a lot has been going on in the past month and I've lost my motivation … Continue reading Death and Mixed Emotions.